I need some chill pills please.

Know what, I enjoyed working with Yanjing today because we cant stop laughing and joking. We were talking to each other about "boyfriends" stuffs. You see, we are the only one in our clique who have not been into any r/s before and so yes, we were figuring out why are we so persistent about getting into r/s, and then I was asking her, she mind her bf to be 1)shorter than her by a head 2) bald 3) tummy 4)older than her by 10 yrs 5)poor Then she said she cant stand people whos bald. And I cant stand boys whos SHORTER THAN ME by a head! Then we began to think about more and more things and it gets funnier. Lmao! She even told me she cant stand guys who wear a skinny with slippers. She said that guys who wear long pants shouldnt match with slippers cos its gay, hahaha! The two of us just went on talking about this topic for almost few hours. And yesterday I bought shaker fries back to the office. I was asking her whether she wanna eat, and she gimme that kind of "feed me" signal. Then I put the fries in her mouth and began to laugh hysterically! Yes, I sound crazy right? Cos I was thinking, gosh, if next time when we were old, at our sixties, the both of us still remain single like NOW, and teeth had all dropped out or wadsoever, white hairs can be seen, and I AM STILL FEEDING HER SHAKER FRIES! Hahahaha! How pathetic can we be?! Lmao!


Today had lunch with two lovely girls! Atiqah and Emily! I miss guides. I mean I dont miss my cca but cca-mates. :D Then went to pass Xiaowen her uniforms and went back to work again. Oh, btw, I told someone off, not really scold just said it or reject it in a rather unpleasant way to those people who are asking for donation on the street. You know those kind who has got files or articles or vouchers or wadsoever , asking for donations? Yes, I really detest them for pestering! First of all, I dont need people to come pester me for donations, I would take my initiative to do so if I feel like to. Secondly, wtf is this donations? I had done that before. I remembered two years ago, Theresa and I went to interview for one job that is said to earn 300bucks a day? So yes, lemme tell you, I think I am being naive that time to believe this kind of "money drop from heaven" business/job. 300 bucks a day. Bullshit please! On our first day of work, we realised what exactly we are working as. YES, LIKE THOSE PEOPLE ON THE STREET, ASKING FOR DONATIONS! And I think if we managed to sell one coupon we will get $2 commission? And you know out of those donations, 80% goes to the company and 20% goes to the needy. Wtf is this, you tell me! If we wanna help, we will do it willingly for FREE, and not earn those money in sucha cunning way. You tell people, you are helping those needy, but you are actually earning money from those donations? Gosh, this is about conscience. That is why I dislike those people! And because of that, I dont trust those kind of donations anymore. Cos to me, its BULLSHIT, CRAP!


After working I went to Tanjong Pagar for another work. I hate those yayapapaya adults. Argh!!! WTF! Who they think they are? Call them, they simply say those nasty lines and asked those wtf questions or before I could even finish reply, they simply HANG UP! Wtf is this?! I am talking to them in a really nice tone, the nicest tone I had ever used to my friends or family. And they simply just HANG UP! Wtfffffff! I really cant stand it! I called for like 100+ but zero appointments. Know what? I give up! I give up for the very first time. Out of so many jobs I had done before, this is the one and only that I am surrendering. Though one day I just need to work for 3 hrs for this. That 3 hours seems to pass like snail's pace. Freaking slow. Every minute, when it ticks, I will be ohsoglad, cos one minute has just pass. Its so UNBEARABLE! Wtf! I kept telling myself to ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE, PERSEVERE PERSEVERE, but I dont think I can anymore!!! I really need to rant! So I went to find Vanessa after work and RANT atw! I haven't been seeing her for a really long long long time. Well, great catching up with her! :D I just miss our small gathering! Just the girls. Miss those jokes, those craps, and good thing is I can rant all the way anyhow anyway I want to rant. Alright, enough is enough, this rant is going to stop NOW.